I’ve got a full Google inbox, three days to get ready for a conference, and a two-year old son who demands my undivided attention when I pick him up. Lately, it just hasn’t been part of my day’s plan to explain race and racism to people. I’m already exhausted. It takes a lot to push down all the weird feelings and drive all over the country anyway.
I appreciate your desire to learn more, but I can’t help you out right now. There are groups like SURJ, etc. that will help you sort through your feelings and figure out what to do. If you want to talk mental health, Doctor Strange, or something else… come through.
Oh, and I’ve been using DDP Yoga to get my blood moving and defy the darkness. Check it out https://ddpyoga.com/